♥Friday, April 3, 2009;
3:41 AM
shooter
work has been taking my whole available time and it seems, i have been neglecting a lot of things. forget about everything i was supposed to do.
what about those i could've done?
i neglected my 'life', my friends and worst of all, my grandparents confessed how much they 'missed' me and seeing them, i felt so heavy.
what did they do?
going out to meet Meizi and wendy was such a WEIRD experience. it's like i haven't been out of the house like, to be free for a bit in what, ages??
well slap me on my tukus everybody, i deserve it. i haven't contacted any of my classmates except for mj2 and for some reason, i'm okay with that. what's wrong with me?!!
i've also been purposely neglecting his calls and sms-es. what am i, a total idiot?? why, yes i am sir/ma'am. =_=
i miss school. i miss studying my butt off. and i miss the late nights we all used to have even though we shouldn't be doing. attachments are coming soon, and i'm quitting my workplace and i don't think i'm ever coming back. ah sin kept reminding me that i have a week left, a few days left and so on. and throughout my 2 years, he's been my best friend, my adopted daddy and my pet dog i keep bumping once in a while. yeah dude, you're probably THE most important person in my life.
i have taken a lot of things for advantage. like my friendship with jay. my best friend for like 6 years now. we hit the rocks not too long ago. but heck that! i don't give a heck about whatever people who don't approve. i have you and you have me. i'll support you through whatever, believe in you when noone else does and i'll always be here if you need me. i don't give a hoots EVEN if your partner don't like me. but i am cautious of your mum.
i love my mummy. i know i don't tell her enough. i always thought she didn't cared. cause she never finds me when i'm not home. she doesn't ask for me. i always thought i was an accident. truth is, i WAS an accident. hehe. but she does care. she knows where i am even though i don't tell her, but i make it a point now to tell her everything. i'll ring her up once a day. and i tell her mushy stuff that makes her go -eew- every night.
you know the phrase "be careful what you wish for cause you just might get it"? well, i don't see dad nowadays. he's working while i'm home. and i'm working while he's home. and when we meet, we either don't speak to each other or we have an argument that shakes up the entire block.
the thing that's keeping me up is actually the fact that attachment starts 2 weeks from now. and i don't know what's in store for me. i know i'm not getting radio. that's one sad history i'm never gonna experience. but hopefully, i get to somewhere i can actually learn something, meet new friends and do something relevant.
it's soo late and i'm still up while knowing that i have the morning shift later in the day. smart huh? oh yeah, one last thing. for a good laugh, imagine this, while washing your face, you're singing. then realising you haven't breathed, you do an by accident, you snort up a gallon of facial wash up your nostrils. funny enough??
it hurts like crap. try being poked up your nostrils with a pair of chopsticks on either side!
"The best revenge for the guy who takes your wife? LET HIM HAVE HER"
- Rovinson on The Duke
mew...
