♥Wednesday, April 22, 2009;
11:31 PM
prays prays
I've never had a death in the family as close as the ones I have right now. So far, it's someone I'm not so familiar with even though is still a part of the family tree.
I don't want to have to face it right now. Cause I know for a fact that I won't react nicely. I just cannot handle death. Period.
I'm still blaming myself for what happened to arwah Atok Haji.
Please God, don't take anyone from me yet.
Not yet please.
mew...