♥Wednesday, February 18, 2009;
9:45 PM
there's a lot that should be said about the past few days cause it's just been terribly awesome.
but what happened today makes me feel too depressed to enjoy the moments of yesterdays, enough to make me want to curl up into a ball and cry my eyes out.
i apologise to mummy for being a wreck but i just wished you saw a lot more of me. i wished you could see the things others couldn't. i wished you could read me like a book.
i'm sorry mum. for everything.
mew...