♥Thursday, December 18, 2008;
2:20 AM
shh... so i'm at it again...
messing up the scrolls of time,
i scramble to find the precious pieces,
to change, tamper and manipulate,
the borderlines of balance
you swooped in and stole my heart away
you touched my face
and you held it if it were yours
carressing my heated skin
you spoke and laughed with me
you shared your darkest desires
and still i treasure those moments
and i cringe inside in bleeding pain
i tore my chest open
i ripped my heart out and gave them to you
here i lie bleeding
while you're flying through the wind
i drown myself in bitter darts
my sorrow plunging me into the abyss
i haven't shed enough tears for you
but i'm tired carrying this burden
i want school to be over. i want time to stand still. i want to reel into the future. and skip out on every inconvenient darn thing. but it's not fair right? i'd have to go through a river before i can get to the other side.
now the question is, do i have the heart to go all the way, or do i give up and drown myself?
mew...