♥Saturday, December 27, 2008;
1:37 AM
screams, and more screamings...
after so many years bearing witness to the destruction of a home, i'd gotten myself used to the noises and vulgarities every now and then.
but i wasn't prepared for this. the usual screamings still take place. but i recently heard the sound of beatings and that got me super mad. but just then, a stiffle in a cry, i heard my sister slouched on the sofa, crying as the noise went on.
while my anger subsided, sadness swept in. how can i protect her? how can i protect my sisters?
they don't deserve this. they don't know why.
now i feel the weight of the world hanging precariously on my shoulders. and it seemed it just got heavier.
much apologies to joyce and thomson. hotmail sucks and so does my computer. lappy died-ed on me again for the third time this year. and i'm working in the next 8-9 hours? and i'm not even sure if i can make it on sunday. world please stop for a second so i can breathe.
in case you haven't heard, i HATE the holidays.
mew...
