♥Wednesday, November 19, 2008;
11:28 PM
shut up and let me go!
You know the feeling of being shut out from a friend's life because you're not relevant to them anymore?
Perhaps it was meant to be. Shameel was right. These kind of people DO exist. And they live day in and out with no guilty conscience. They have no shame.
I can't say I know you inside and out. But I'm certain I've spent more than enough time to know that you're always looking out for something better. That you can never stand for less.
You tell the world how miserable your life is. And you tell the world how much you're suffering in silence. You force people to sympathize on you. And you like the attention no matter how pathetic you seem.
I wish you the best. I just pray that noone feels as hurt as I do right now. It's my fault to begin with. I was too trusting, I was too hopeful and I had faith in the people that God allowed me to meet. I'm just sorry you could've turned out so much better. But you just had to waste your life on people you had to CHANGE just to fucking FIT IN.
Haiz... Rantings suck. It not only hurts people, it hurts yourself. As much as you want to vent out frustrations, someone out there, who in no part have anything to do with your rantings, feel offended cause they think they're somewhat important to you that everything revolves around them.
Just tell these idiots to go fuck themselves. I swear it's not so hard.
mew...