♥Wednesday, August 13, 2008;
9:54 PM
There's a lot of things going on in life. There's your family, your friends, your education, your future and everything else that comes in between.
Half the time in our lives, we make sacrifices within our reasons. We make foolish mistakes and repeat them. We make wrong choices and we pay for the consequences. We have fun, we get sad and we get frustrated. And worst of all, we stray WAY out of our line.
What's it like when you watch someone do the wrong things?
What's it like knowing that person is going down the wrong road?
What's it like knowing you're spiralling into just that wrong road?
Would you get out of it?
Would you turn into your friends who've strayed past the line?
Would it have been to late by the time you realise you're lost?
Right now, there's just way too much at stake, and I cannot bear to lose or say goodbye to. It sucks, yeah. But we always have to make do with what we already have right?
I stopped doing everything that have lead me to straying. Believe me cause I know Wends still has doubts. Thanks a lot babe for always caring. =)
There has always been just one thing that fears me. And I don't want it to come true. God help me. I know I'm not the greatest person in the world, but I know I can count on HIM to always be there to guide me.
I have to think positive from now on. No more emo-momo(ing).
I just want to have fun now. Do everything that I've ever wanted. Let's not waste time. I wanna tell everyone I love them.
I love my babes. Thank you Wendy for always hearing me out and being there for me. You are awesome beyond the galaxies.
Thank you Jay for like being my best friend. We're reaching our 5th year of friendship and I hope we stay this way for a long time. =) Loads of luck to you and Hairi.
Thank you Joyce cause you're always so concerned over me. Like, I love you loads. Your random hugs and sudden body contact, in some weird way, makes me feel touched. =D Haha! So psycho like that....
Thank you Syawal!! I know sometimes we don't see eye to eye but we've never fought before! Whee! It's amazing that I've known you for like many many many many many years. And I hope we continue for years to come. =X
Thank you Yami! I love you loads! I'm never shy to tell you about everything that goes on in my life. You probably know me better than anyone else lah! We have to meet up soon okayz?!
Thank you everyone else who have played a part in my life. If your name was not personalized here, I'm sorry. Right now, at this crucial time, these are the only people I know I can count on, and I know who will respond. I suck at being a friend. But I really try.
I'm sorry to anyone I've sinned. I'm sorry to those relationships that I stuck my noses into. I'm sorry for the problems I caused with someone from the other class. I don't expect you to be reading. It's just so you know, if you do lah.
This is a completely weird form of revelation. It happens when you have a conversation with a relatives you haven't seen in months. They only lives like 2 blocks away. =.=
Cheerios ^^
mew...
