11:11 AM

somehow it seems that i've been labelled the bad person. and oddly, i don't feel like it's the end of the world, yet. i had a talk with Dad and cleared a lot of things up. and i'm pretty excited of what the holiday might bring us. this hari raya would be special Dad says. so yeah. i'm looking forward to it. he's gonna try do what he initially planned to do last year. heehee. mum's gonna be so irritated.

and this year, i'm going all out to help grandma bake the cookies and cook the food. kinda packed all me stuff including me teddy, blanky and you know, STUFF. and grandma's somewhat happy. cause she hasn't seen me in a while, and surprisingly, my cousins are also coming over to help out. except for someone who's FINALLY going to get into the police force. the boy was so worried when his other friends were called up, while he sat waiting for his turn. =P

i'm going back to work! i'm going back to work! *sings* lol. work is splendidly amazing. those nights of pure awesome bliss with my mates. work takes my mind off a lot of things. and well, i miss them all. they're unbiased, unprejudiced, and well, just plain simple people who enjoy what they do.

ehh, and sis is going to help me out on this secret little mission. won't tell you yet. but i sure hope it'll be a success....

wah, so many things to do for the next few months:

1) straighten my hair
(i had a dream Jay straightened her hair... GORGEOUS! >_<)
2) help grandma bake cookies/ cook the food
3) celebrate hari raya with my family
(grandma from tampines, relatives from every corner, ALUMNI: i miss everyone, please come over can?!, aiyah, Wendy and Joyce must also come)
4) say goodbye to my cousin
lol, i still can't belive you went into police force! >p
5) celebrate his birthday too.
he's turning 19!! damnit, we're no longer of the same age.... Bawak Zilah sekali yo. Lamer tak jumper...
6) celebrate MUM's birthday in november.
she asked me straight in my face. "Can take me to Swensens?? *sad eyes*"
7) we're going away
i hope we're going away for a while. if i had gone the last time, I'd probably be studying in the country of my dreams by now. =)
8) celebrate my other cousin's birthday in december.
he finally turns 18. poor boy. but damn it, he's all grown up! taller than me liao. *grunts*
9) and for the countdown...
i want to spend it with you. <3