♥Monday, July 28, 2008;
12:01 AM
After today's incident, there's so much I want to say.
I thank God for everything he's given to me.
I'm sorry for the times I blamed others for my mistakes.
I'm sorry for the times I cursed you for my bad luck.
I'm sorry for the times I was such an arrogant bitch.
I'm sorry for the times I made mistakes when all you expected was perfection.
I'm sorry for the times I tried so hard and didn't make it.
I'm sorry for the times I made you upset.
I'm sorry for the times I failed being a friend when I wasn't there when you needed me.
I'm sorry for the times you hated me.
I'm sorry for the times I could've give.
I'm sorry for every little thing that made it so hard to get along.
There's so many things I want to promise never to do. But I know somewhere along the way, I'd break it.
I wish certain things would just go away. I wish I could be a little different. I wish for a whole bunch of things. But it sucks that there's so much wishful thinking in this oh-so-fucked up world.
I don't expect you to do everything I say. And alas, if the message hasn't reached you, I only want to protect you. I only want you to come and look for me. Find me when you need me. Call me. HELL.
You know what? Right now, I wouldn't mind being forgotten.
mew...