1:26 PM

Honestly, do my opinions matter? You talk among yourselves and make your own decisions so why still worry about what I think?

I'm noone. Just another fucking somebody in your life. Just like the people you used to know but never kept in contact with. So why does my feelings matter?

I have to be honest here. I am very, very. very, very shocked. I'm still in that mode right now. I'm not angry, I can tell you that. But I'm not sure if I'm okay about it. I might be a little upset.

I have no idea why I feel strongly against men. Maybe, it's cause I've been watching how they keep hurting my close friends. One girl after another. They're so hurt inside, they're lost in a world that doesn't exist.

I never told anyone this, but one of my friends committed suicide. And I was the last person she talked to. How great is that? :

But then again, I am your best friend. I'll tell the whole world how I much I love and care for you. Even if you push me away, I know what your intentions are. And I'm one of those who are no longer afraid of your Mum! Okay, she's nice la really. Sweet even.

If it makes you happy, then by all means go ahead with it. But he has to take care of you. I don't expect much now. Still, he's taken on the title. So he should keep up to it.

I don't believe that everything has to be complicated. You choose how you want things to be like. You choose who you want to be with. And you choose how you should be treated. Fate will always be there. But you can't depend on it.

I'm not a perfect person. But I do my best to be true to what I feel. Sorry if I may upset you. But hey, that's just me.