♥Wednesday, June 11, 2008;
11:34 PM
At some point, you suddenly realise that whatever you've done, it might have brought you to a place you don't want to be. It may already be too late. And it's so hard to make the best out of nothing. So what do you do when that time comes? You can keep telling yourself that it'd never come to this. But what do you know? What do we know about the future and what it holds for us?
I must be honest and admit I made a lot of bad judgements on people around me. My bad. My mistake. My lack of knowledge, my lack of common sense and my lack of understanding. It's weird huh? I've come to rue the days where I thought at that point in time were right. I'm way too young. I know nothing. It's just totally sickening when I look at myself and find me in some deep shit where I know I could've just avoided and walked away.
I'm drowning myself in Kat-Tun like completely. Too much time at hand makes me brood a whole lot. But I keep thinking of what Ming Hui said about stoning lotx. CREEPS ME OUT~! Then again, I can't help it. That one second span between any event/action, drags me away to think about a lot. And I'm surprised at how much things I feel bothered by. I'm a bloody teenager! What could possibly upset me this much?!!
This is a point of truth when I say that as much as I hate men in general, I do miss having that someone close to me. That someone who'd make the world look like a wonderland. That someone who knows how to tell me he loves me. That someone who'd make things all better despite how badly the aliens were invading. LoL. I miss a man's touch. But I swear, getting drunk and guy-hopping aren't the answers to anything.
Time goes by, and so many meetings and partings repeat themselves for us
Here I am, depending on someone's kindness, I've lost sight of something
Now, counting up the number of passed seasons, what do you think about on nights when you're alone?
mew...
