♥Friday, May 30, 2008;
1:01 AM
I'm such a fucking kaypoh., I KNOW.
I tend to care too much for someone even if I don't know them that well.
Seriously, ALL I wanted was to make friends who really treasured me for who I am and what shits I do. I can't help it that sometimes I say things that I shouldn't. I can't help it if sometimes I hurt the people around me just to protect myself. I'm so defensive now, perhaps the only things I've managed to accomplish is pushing people away.
I've regretted a lot of things I've done. And many times, I wished I was somewhere else. I admit, I did meet some great people along the way here. But perhaps, that's not really what I need.
WILL YOU UP THERE GIVE ME RAINY DAYS?!!!
it's sweet to be alone, REALLY.
mew...