9:49 PM

I've finally received my letter from Perfect Ten for winning the contest of voting for Favourite Rock Band of the Year, where My Chemical Romance won.

Well, talking about My Chemical Romance, I'm sure you guys know who Gerard Way is by now. He's the lead vocalist for the band. And I am absolutely in love with him. And well, yesterday, I was google-ing him and searching for his videos, did I realise how much of an alcoholic he was.

He was so drunk like almost half the time, and there was this once while performing, his pants fell off and he didn;t seem to notice. But, thankfully, he went clean and sober. Cause I've been having weird dreams about him probably(TOUCH WOOD!) dying like the way Heath Ledger did, and that totally freaked me out. I cannot imagine one day if he were to leave before I did. I might as well die too, right? Cause I swear if not for this dude, I might've said goodbye to just about everything.

Well, good news is, they're working on a new album that's said to be a genre on punk rock. YAY!!! Hahahahaha!! Love it!

Well, it's not entirely confirmed yet. But check it out HERE~!

Anyway, back to today, I was supposed to drop by Guardian to pass my resignation letter and return my stupid uniform but I woke up SUPER late. When I came back home on Friday afternoon, I slept from 5plus in the afternoon all the way to THIS Saturday afternoon. Yeap, evidence on how tired I was. But somewhere along the way, I woke up for a while to message Nana.

Talking about her, I don't get it why sometimes, the girls have to be the MAN in the relationship. As in they are the ones who have to take the blame and make things all better. I fucking hate that. I fucking hate it when I see my girl-friends stoop so low just to please their fucking guys. I'd hate to witness it and I wish I could do something but they tell me they're happy with the guy. What do you expect me to do??

Moving on to my angst. It's a little rough I guess for me. Haiz...

Notice: Explicit content and language up ahead. Keep your children away from his page.



I fucking hate adults. They're the scum of the earth. They're the reason why our lives are so constricted.

I don't understand fucking adults. They treat their kids the way they were treated when THEY were kids. And when we ask for a bloody simple explanation why we're being punished, they fucking say that we're too fucking young to fucking understand.

I fucking understand you scum. We're too much of a burden in your fucking lives which don't fucking mean a thing. I mean, you work your ass off, spend so little fucking time at home, and blow your top off at your kids because work was so hard on you earlier in the fucking day.

I am so tempted to do all the fucking things wrong just to fucking show you that I can fucking do what you do. I want to get a humongous tattoo on my ass, piercings in all the places that shouldn't be pierced, smoke like a fucking bitch and take drugs and get myself so bloody wasted, hopefully I die without even knowing it.

I hate you adults because you can't even hold yourself up much less take good care of us kids. You hate the fact that we're teaching you not to repeat your mistakes. You hate the fact that sometimes, we're FUCKING RIGHT!

You won't admit for nuts because of your stupid fucking ego.

*breathe* Fuh...